I guess I could yet again try to make this a bjd related tumblr. I deleted all of my pics because quite frankly they looked bad.
Currently I’m working on a new bjd project. Instead of finishing my other characters (shame on me) I created a new one. Ohhh
Oh and it seems my MSC spray got shipped yesterday and will hopefully arrive (today?)
Not sure what to do with this blog.
Also if you don’t like talk about bjds,silly problems,randomness,my opinion on how ignorant some people are might I suggest you unfollow me.
So this is now my new blog. I’m still using my other.
It’s just that I hypersenstive and well I hate it when people leave me.
I always think it’s because I’m no good.
People have to understand that I’m a friendly person and someone they can talk to.
I just want to be myself on the net because in reality I always felt that I have to watch what I say or think.
People are like poison to my brain. Sorry I just have to be honest.
That’s why I have a problem trusting certain people or bonding with them.
And when I finally made a friend I get really overexcited like my head’s about to explode. When I feel like I said something wrong or acted like a moron I feel really depressed. It’s not because of all the hours I spend online. (Because of lack of sleep+sitting in front of the pc) It’s who I am. Going outside and meeting people will only make it worse. But well I do like meeting new people,especially the ones who have experiences similar to mine.